Thursday, July 7, 2016

The incomplete tale (Story)

CHAPTER 1
He was sitting down on the mud with his legs cris crossed, his right elbow on his thigh and his head resting on his right palm. His young countenance bore brown eyes that were gleaming with a joy similar to the pleasure of encountering something extraordinarily beautiful for the first time. He couldn't take his young 10 year old eyes off from what was in front of him. They were glued on that little puffy thing! 
It seemed to him as a flower but not of the usual kind. It was different. This flower had colored itself white while the others carried vibrant colors. Among the specials all around the garden, he had just noticed an ordinary and it made him smile. That little ordinary white puff was the conformance of how human can the nature be!
The flower seemed so soft. He wanted to keep that puff in his hands to feel its softness but was reluctant to pluck it as he might damage its beauty.

His eyes continued to watch the little white puff with awe until his mind's curiosity took over. In no time, he stood up and ran to his home, slammed the door open and called "Papa! Papa!"
Papa was in the kitchen,"What got you this time?"asked Papa.
"I need to show you something," he exclaimed with a breathy tone. He took hold of Papa's hand and dragged him out of the house.

The garden was just outside their home. It was very dear and precious to Papa. They entered the garden and Papa saw the greens as if he was watching them for the first time, again!
They meandered through the curved path along the lush greens that were a product of Papa's hard work. How proud was Papa for the greens and the colors his garden held! There were daffodils surrounding the path, gerbera, lily and solidaster could be found behind the daffodils, huge bushes of red and white roses were seen in-between and green hedges, perfectly cut as oceans waves, cornered the whole area. Every single plant, when once a sapling, was fed by Papa and now flaunted the colors it held. This was his kingdom.

The boy, already holding his Papa's hand, grabbed it hard and pulled him to sit down when they reached the right place. Papa sat down on his knees, his son cris crossed his legs and pointed to the little soft puff.
"What is this?", the 10 year old brain questioned, eyeing the little white ordinary among the colored specials.
Papa plucked out the puff, placed it in his hands and said,"People call it a dandelion."
"Why did you pluck it off Papa?" he asked, dejected.
"Because it's a weed", said Papa.
"It doesn't look like a weed. It's too beautiful to be one." he said, eyeing the puff.
"Oh yes yes! No doubt it's beautiful and that's why it's special", said Papa, while handing the puff over to his son, "they say you must blow on a dandelion puff and make a wish. Then say:
"Dandelion, puffs away,
Make my wish come true some day."

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He was still looking at the puff in his little hands. A little while ago it stood alive and now it laid lifeless in his hands. He wanted the warmth of his hands to give back life to the dandelion. The attempt was futile.
"Go on, make a wish", said papa, criss crossing his legs to sit down the same way as his son was sitting,"God has planted a wish in our garden just for you. Don't let this chance slip by."

The boy's eyes were still staring the dandelion in his little hands when he asked,"What should I ask for, Papa?"
"That's something that you should know."said Papa,"And the rule here is that you don't have to tell anybody about the wish. Not a single soul! If a second person finds it out then the wish might not get fulfilled."
He took his eyes off the lifeless dandelion, looked at Papa and asked,"Where is the wish sent?"
"Above the clouds!,"said Papa and turned his head up.
"To God?", he asked.
Papa smiled,"You can say that",he said, still looking up.
"You know Papa, I wonder why God resides above the clouds that I can't ever reach!",he said, looking at Papa.
Papa looked at him, pulled his cheeks and said," Then perhaps he's always around somewhere. Now c'mon, make a wish!"
He waited for a while to think and asked,"Papa, what if I don't make a wish and pose a question instead? Will it be answered just like the wishes come true?"

Papa was shocked. How bewildering yet beautiful was to listen such words from his son!
No wonder such simple yet subtle interpretations can be expected to emerge from no one but a creature that's something near to a child. Only a child has the wits to crack open the several adult-made boundaries.
Every now and then someone reminds you of who you were. And then, the only thing you want to become is what you had been! His son had just done the same.

Getting off from the pensive mood, Papa asked his son,"What's the question, my boy?"
"I won't tell, of course", he said,"You yourself told not to reveal the wish and I guess that's what I should do with my question as well." He stood up, clenched the dandelion in his fist, closed his eyes and, as how Papa could gather, was now asking a question. 
In a few seconds he opened his eyes and smiled at Papa.

Papa didn't say much.
One thing was sure. The question was pretty short.



CHAPTER 2
"You're working wrong, idiot!" she exclaimed. She never thought her best friend could do something as foolish as this. Asking a question over a dandelion was not supposed to be a thing of a 10 year old!
"How am I wrong?", he asked, trying to sound calm but there were some hints of insecurity covering his mind.
He and she, both were swinging in the park situated between their respective homes.
"You can't expect to get chocolate from a textile industry", she said, trying to swing higher. "The thing you have questioned upon is a wish granting factory. You need to go to the one that give answers."
He stopped his swing and while looking her swing harder, he  exclaimed,"But there's no object that take your questions."
"Questions are supposed to be taken by people. So a person can do that,"she said,"Like our teacher! She can do that."
"Do what?" he asked.
"Answer your question, dimwit!" she exclaimed.
"You're losing the point, idiot," he said,"They said wishes go straight to God. God considers the wish and grants them. I want God to answer the question. It's been a week now. I guess my question would have reached him by now. Then why isn't he answering?"

Silence took over for a while except for the creaky sound of the swing.
"Maybe you can try the father at our Church," she said," write a letter to him. He seems a genius at answering stuff."

This was great. He hopped out of the swing and ran towards his home.
She was expecting a thank you.
"Bye!"was the only word he said to her.

Some time later, the Church received a letter. 



SOME FINAL LINES TO MAKE THE TALE INCOMPLETE.
The Father of the Church stood there, the big statue of his lord above him.
A letter in his hands.
There, on the worn-out page of the letter, were scribbled words in a young boy's handwriting.
The words had ended with a question mark.

"Hello God, you there?"

A question that even the father could not gather courage to answer.
He stood there in the Church, the Christ's statue was casting a shadow over him as if trying to make him feel its presence and luring him to say yes.
He stood still, pondering on something that he believed in and how he couldn't confirm it to a 10 year old.

As for the boy, a letter from the Church never came.
Hence, nor has the answer.

Thursday, June 2, 2016

Let's just not say Goodbye

The bygone memories and the present emotions! Both are powerful works of bliss.
Those dewy-eyed looks from the people you love gets you nostalgic. You look at them and feel how grateful you are to have people who make such moments so beautiful and goodbyes so hard.
And then?
And then, people like me, write.
I'm doing the same.

Okay so lets not get cheesy here and start off with the Atankwadis.

Shivangi (Gemini) :
First meet : This is what I remember - There's a girl named Shivangi and she's sick AND she'll probably get you sick too AND she doesn't get out for interactive sessions AND she gets food in her room itself AND I need to go to her room "pair dabane k liye" AND then I get scolded by seniors "pair nhi dabane ke liye". Who in the world would want to meet this girl in the first place!
Message:
You've inspired me to write, that too about you! Feel proud.
I should be the first one to meet your husband to tell him that he has been talked about by this girl every single day of our 4 years together.


Chuta (Another Gemini, duh!)
Pranam Brother!
First meet : I'm in my hostel room, watching all the mess that the room was and waiting for a 'Shweta Tripathi" to enter the room as my roommate and there you are - standing on the entrance - the most malnourished girl in the room!
Message :
You've been amazing brotha! College 'tragedies' wouldn't be as fun as they were, without you.
But lets get things straight - once I get out of the premises, I'll be deleting you. You need to call in order to get yourself out from the recycle bin.
Or else,
"Bhoolna mat bhoolna".
Don't miss me. I won't.


Radha (Thakeli)
First meet : you experienced something paranormal in your room once. You then came running to us to spit it out.
Message:
I know you love me.
Get through that bloody GATE and join me. Fast!
I love you back.


Richa kushwaha (heroine)
First meet : Hey! Hey you! chipkali se dar nhi lagta na? Toh mere room ki bhaga do!
Message:
Frankly, you need to figure out a way to live without Jyoti.


Juhi Rastogi (Chacha Seth)
First meet : I see you, you glance me back. The 3rd person says," you can be roommates!".
I glance you again. You look at me.
"I'm screwed", thinks both of us.
Message : I still can't get over with the care you offer.
Don't get mad on your kid if he scores 96% instead of a 97%.
When someone calls you fat, exhale!


Jyoti Singh
First meet : I get out of my room. You get out of yours and we watch each other.
"We've got to be friends", say our minds.
Message :
Keep your wits in place and you'll reach heights.



Dolly Kumari (Doll)
I love the way you've always kept the best version of yours for me. I get the best hugs from you.
Little devil, you're cute.


Smita Gupta (Gandhi)
Bucked up for the professional life huh? In the course do not lose out the real you (tota dance has been counted in the list too).


Ekta Nishad (Mother Teresa, gigi)
Mummmmmaaaaaaaaa!!!
You once made a dragon look cute. Take this as a metaphor for your life.
Your friendship is an inspiration. Stay the same, girl.



Now for the extended Atankwadis

Shalini Singh (It's funny how I never named you. SHALINI, yeah that's fine with me!)
First meet: I asked you for water in the computer lab.
Message:
If this Biotechnology thing doesn't work out, lets just become writers instead!
"For you, a thousand times over" to you too miss!


Aishwarya Singh
Wait! (you know for what).
Your care is a hope in disguise to this world. Never lose it.
And yes, people WILL stare you (thanks to those bloody features that your face holds), just put the glares on and walk on like a egoistic bitch.


Lavanya
Hi miss! We have a new journey ahead. Lets just get to that now!

Pooja Verma (BHAI)
We met a little late but the time spent with you has been amazing.
The lean on wala dance will be missed.
Shaadi pr aa jaongi mai lehenga pehenkr!

Special mentions.

Swati Gupta
How can you be so good with everyone? Teach me that.


Sadiya
You beauty! In and out.

Deeksha Tamrakar
Hey project partner!
You're street smart and I envy you for that.
And yes, you need to get a new playlist!

Neelofer
Had I been a boy, you'd be my girlfriend.

Abhilasha
I've seen you change and how I love that!

Yamini Kaul
I sometimes feel that I didn't give the same love to you as you've showered upon me. All I can do is to say thank you. Thank you for all you've been to me.

Swati Chaudhary
You and your best friend need some  serious thank yous from me.

Swati Sharma
Your confidence dude! YOUR CONFIDENCE.

Swapnil
Hi Pati! Kaise ho? Divorce lele ab?
You've been the most generous of all. Stay the same.

Vishakha
Bhaaabhiiiiii. Aap bahut talented ho!

Shikha Tripathi
Logic is the word.

Awasthi Ji
Miss me when I'm gone. I know you will!

Rungta (mitona)
Mitona ka matlab rubber hai!
I'll  be waiting for my rakhi.

Nikita Arora
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah (samajh jaa)

Shubhangi
Hey fellow reader! You and your voice are the most sweetest thing in our college.

Anuja
Hey football player! Dude, you've got swag.

Sanjeev
Budham sharnam gachami.
Army brat high five to you rotlu.

Avinash
Sir ji, aap toh sab jaante ho!
Chicken nhi khilaya tune aaj tak. Still waiting!

Ebad (Marketing expert)
Stay in touch. I need to get a job at biocon, you see! Good luck to you!

Aryan
You're the sweetest guy around. Thanks for being so good.

Rohit Kapasia (chota neta)
Rom rom ji! (Gujjar style)
You've been a helping hand for us so many times. Thank you for everything.

Vishwendra
Stop over-thinking stuff.
Continue with the shairis and stay happy!

Nitin
Never noticed you in the beginning, but once I did, I was impressed.

Yawan
You and Nitin are an inspiration. I'd love to see this friendship prevail over anything else.

Prashant
You're a great human being. Keep writing and stay in touch.

For a reader like me, how exciting it is to reach the end of a well written literature! After all the time of ceaseless reading stretches, finally it's coming to an end and the best part is that while you're happy to complete the book, there's something that holds you back and you suddenly don't want to finish it. Closing a book is a mixed feeling of triumph and "why did it finish so early?"
Ending of college seems to me as an end of a favorite novel.

Monday, February 15, 2016

Average Indian Woman

To Durgesh (and of course to Kartik, Tushar, Toni, Chakrapani, Chirag, Abhishek, Ujjwal and other boys and girls who might as well press the thumb's up button on Durgesh's status),

This is something that you may not like. As it happens, people don't prefer to like this form of literature. This is, well... reality!
Let me clear out some points before I get to the main ones. I'm not a feminist. Yeah, you read it right. I totally support the "you don't have to be an anti-man to be a pro-woman" ideology. I accept the fact that women take extra advantages of the weird privileges that they get. I believe that "all men are same" is plain bullshit. So stop thinking it as a wrecked answer to a man by an offended woman.
Let's take it in this way. I'm an average Indian woman belonging to a middle class family who's not a feminist and who's writing for girls this time as there were things that this boy couldn't explore.
I'll elaborate each and every line of this 'well written philosophical write-up' and state what I think on it.
These are entirely my views and I welcome criticisms.

1*From the time you were born to the age you have grown up, there is a guy who protects you and  love you, that's your father.
From the time you were born to the age you have grown up, there is a woman who protects you and loves you, that's your mother. Period.
(Frankly, both our moms and dads spare their time to love and protect us. Be it a girl or a boy).

2*From the time you join the college till you leave it, u will get protected and loved by many or may be one but there is always someone...
Yes, there's always someone. But dear boy, let me tell you the other (real) side of it.
Those someones are the ones who first connect with her, eventually they propose her and when she says "no" they make false claims about her. "She's a slut" "she was the one to call me up" "she's friend zoning me", sounds familiar?
Other 'someones' approach her just because of the fact that their friends told the 'someone' that the 'someone' is not good enough to make her like him. Ego, you know!
And then that look! Okay, frankly you guys stare! A lot. You might say that we look at her because she looks beautiful but some guys stare as if girls are their beer glasses. That's, in no possible way, protection or love. Besides, that's way too irritating!
And then they reach Facebook. They send requests. When not accepted, they cancel it and send it again. Not accepted. Cancel it. Send it again. Still no lead? They'll message you! Blocked. Again the lame judgements and annotations start.
Now you'd be thinking that *all guys are not like this* *there's always that one girl that he responds to earnestly*
You know, all these things that boys do for *that one girl* gets irritating when the girl is not interested. A 'no' means 'no'. There's no need to love or protect if there's no lead. Simple!
Reality check - There's a lot of emotional hate that we get from boys loving us than the actual love or protection that you're taking about!

3*A guy who does his duty and remains always in service and makes a typical Indian woman "weak"
These services also include molestation, rape, domestic violence....
Okay, lets not talk about the big words here. A simple example is eve teasing. A girl walks in college campus and she's being commented upon. This very situation has made her strong, by the way.
Your services have made us strong. Thanks!
(For the "good services" skip to point 12)

4*If they have no one they  form a group and feel protected in that.
Seriously? Aren't those groups called friends? And dude you come from a defense background. Dont you know the real strength lies in being together?
In case, you're talking about a girl being part of a boys group to feel protected, I've seen numerous guys always having a backup number of a guy they know of, or in perfect straight forward way a "gunda".

5*There is always someone to take care.
You're kidding, right? Boys are generally taken care of at homes more than girls. No doubt, you hold the legacy of the family in your hands! (If you mean 'outside home', skip to point number 9)
Remember, caring is essentially feminine.

6*If they don't do anything in there life, there is a husband they will get for sure on whom they will depend.
An earning man is as much dependent on a housewife as a housewife on the earning man.
Hard to swallow?
Okay, so tell that husband to live without a housewife. Tell him to cook, wash his own clothes, do the dishes, manage home accounts, look after kids, get them admitted in a good school, keep track of his children's studies, meet his kid's teachers on PTMs, and a whole bunch of ignored stuff, alone.
Remember, an earning husband and a housewife are a team. A housewife is not a liability, for god's sake! Mind you, it take guts to choose no work over 'looking after kids'!

7*Weak Indian women... Yes, Typical Indian woman is weak
To put it simply, tell this to your mother and she'll tell you a tale of how you were brought into this world!

8*Because they haven't felt the insecurity in there life, that is, they haven't found a need to be strong.
Never tell that to a girl. Ever. (I'm not making myself pour here. "Girls haven't found a need to be strong". This is lame)

9*Life is all about Learning, u travel in general bogies of the train, you carry less cash while traveling, u live like a broke...
First, who said we never travel in general bogies? Yes, we do. And we don't waste time to punch the person who tries something awkward.
Now see from an adult perspective. A father and mother won't want their girl to go in general bogies. Why?
Because there are people of your breed (males) who might do something wrong. On the contrary, would you expect a woman to touch or molest a boy? No, the probability is surely less.
So by not letting their girl child enter a general bogie, yes, they're trying to protect her. But dear boy, you won't be touched, stared, molested or even if it happens, you won't be annotated by the society in any way. So girls are given better tickets by their fathers because the consequences that a girl would have to bear are just too high. Clearly, the solution to such problem is not in any world letting your girls travel in general bogies and face those freaks, but to not have such freaks at all!
Secondly, we are mainly middle class, so even we face situations when the cash is less. No point discussing here.
Third. Again we're talking about middle class society here and who would in the world of middle class people do that to their son? Normally, parents won't let their kids stay like a broke. (Though that's not a bad idea. It'll teach life to both girls and boys. But we're not in The States. Come back to India) And in some cases if they had, then there ARE examples of girls too (Kangana Ranaut)

10*There are some practices that makes you strong and you learn, from the basics.. But we don't allow them...
Oh my God!
Shut Up Man!

11*There is always someone to spread love and make them weaker than before.. And they get habitual of that. 
Just to clear stuff, 'spreading love' and 'protecting' (that you've used quite too often) are two different things. The better tickets were not father's love but his sense of protection for his daughter.
Spreading love is actually a great thing. This world needs it the most.
Moreover, for boys (and girls too), there is always a woman to spread love in the most purest way in the universe - that are our moms.

12*With me, services are not so good.
Yeah, right. Services (as mentioned above in point 3) are not so good. Try not to give them.
Now about the 'good services'. That's called pampering. As for me, pampering remains equally on both sides. I've personally met a lot of young pampered girls as well as boys.

13*I may be a Gentleman but I am not going to make things easier for you, I will make u strong... That applies for my sisters, mother and friends.
Your breed has already made things 'not so easy' for us but we're kind of still shining and that's the proof of the strong Indian average woman. Gentleman, boys (whatever is the way to distinguish them) are the reasons why we became strong in the first place! So you don't have to waste your time making your sisters, mother and friends strong. They already are!

14*Life is hard, and that's a gift.. Love it, and respect it...
To you too, Sir!

I choose to write it big. Had I been told to end this briefly, it would have been like this:
Women are not strong? Bleed for 7 days straight, then tell me.